Mood:Okay hmm.
Hi,it's 7:37p.m.As usual I stay in my room the whole day.Eh,not the whole day.
This morning,i went to school for Earth cheer practice.It's for form 1 and form 2 students.Abit tired cause almost everyday i didnt get enough rest.Haih but still the cheerleaders cant get the steps.Not all the girls,a few of them only.Well yeah,im so fucking mad with them,but eh chill lah,they can improve!But there's another five-six days for the sports day.STRESSED STRESSED.Why lah you guys so fucking blur?I said focus focus focus but still acted like know nothing.Aduh.
Okay okay cheer up tasha!hmm.I thought 2010 is my happiest year,but hello what the hell is this,almost everyday i think like im the worst person in this house.What have i done?I just wanna go to school for cheerleading,not enjoy enjoy lah.And i DID ask first whether anyone can send and fetch me back to home or NOT?I GOT NO TRANSPORT,SO WHO CAN SEND ME TO SCHOOL OR SOMWHERE ELSE?Not that really far pun,its only abt 1-2 km.I didnt ask to send me to mall or wherever place lah.It's still near with the house.Everyone get busy with their OWN activity.Yeaaaaaaaah,GIRLFRIEND IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE.YEAHH YEAHHH!!!Eh chill,im not mad at all.Im just wooooooooh 'is this what we called HAPPY FAMILY?' Ahhh foinnnnee,they got their own right.They're matured already.And tasha,you're a kid,and you must stay at home.You're not SEVENTEEN,but you are 5 years old little girl.Get it tasha?
This is SPM YEAR,i mean form 5 year.It's final year,so yeaaaah i need to be more active.When i said i hate going to school for stupid sports,then ppl said im 'lembik' lah,lazy lah.Okay,i take that challenge,I GO TO SCHOOL ALMOST EVERYDAY WITHOUT COMPLAINING,JUST BECAUSE I WANT PPL TO SAY,'Wah tasha rajin lah'. CAN YOU PLEASE UNDERSTAND WHAT I WANT. Okaylah,tell you what lah,if i stay at home,without doing nothing,just stay in the room for the whole day,dont you think i will be the most NERD-ISH GIRL?Hell yeah,tasha,nerd is better than cheerleading tasha.Why tasha so stupid tasha?:]
AND ALMOST EVERYDAY I SMILEEEEE WHEN PPL MAD,TALK SHIT AT THE BAD AND SHOUT TO ME.Do you think imma doll?Do you think imma robot?Do you think i have no feelings?Yeah,so mean,yes fucking mean!
So yeah,day by day,i love to stay in my room.My room is way better place than downstairs.Fucking stressed get it?
